Cordelia's Mom, Still

Time Passes

Posted on February 4, 2026 by cordeliasmom2012

Another year down.

Once again, I have allowed my WordPress subscription to renew automatically. But at least this year, it was an active decision. My stats have increased ten-fold recently, and while I’m pretty sure it’s due simply to an AI glitch of some kind, I would hope that at least some of those new readers are actual people. Just in case, I opted to keep this site live so all those newly found fans can catch up on those hundreds of wonderful posts I’ve published over the years.

Yes, the cost of the renewal subscription is a bit of a strain on an already stretched-to-the-limit budget, but hopefully will be worth it. ‘Cause, you know that somewhere among that plethora of new fans must be at least one publisher who’s dying to add me to their roster of ups-and-comings.

One can only hope.

Of course, any such interest would have to be based on past posts as I so seldom publish anything currently.

These days, I don’t have much to say. Most days are humdrum, with no events so exciting or so devastating that I feel a need to write about them. Probably that’s a good thing. There’s much to be said about living life on an even keel.

Sure, there are many national events that I could write about, but these days in the U.S. it’s best not to say or write anything that could be even remotely construed as critical of the current powers that be. Heck, even writing a negative review about a book or movie could probably get one branded as a “domestic terrorist.” ‘Nuff said.

So basically I just muddle by from day to day, taking paid surveys to build up a little extra cash for my Amazon orders, and listening to hubby yap 24/7 about this, that and the other thing (don’t ask for specifics, I stopped listening a long time ago). At this time of year, it’s been too cold and snowy to even go outside, so mostly I’m housebound except for medical appointments. Perhaps come spring I’ll manage a little more motivation – who knows?

The good news, however, is that thus far we’re able to just squeak by on only our Social Security benefits without having to dip too much into the limited savings. Of course, it means giving up all the fun stuff like eating out, ordering in, or buying wine, but I’d rather sacrifice those than have to give up my home. Puppy Cody loves her backyard, and hubby and I love our privacy. Squeaking by is good, right? And it did help that although we were unable to qualify for SNAP benefits (food stamps), we did manage to get HEAP – so at least we don’t have to be overly stressed about those heating bills during the current cold snap.

Things could always be so much worse.

How’s it by you?

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Posted in That's Life | Tagged budget, retirement, Social Security, Wordpress | 22 Comments

The Seduction

Posted on December 3, 2025 by cordeliasmom2012

IT’S “OVER-THE-HUMP DAY” FOR THOSE WHO STILL WORK FIVE DAYS A WEEK. I BELIEVE A LITTLE LIGHT READING IS IN ORDER AS A PICK-ME-UP, SO ENJOY THIS RE-BLOG FROM MANY YEARS AGO!

I was seduced by an expert.

Knowing there had been a long period of abstinence, the devil started ever so slowly. Just a little wink, a tiny whiff of that intoxicating scent, an alluring whisper. Rumors that others had enjoyed the devil’s offerings and craved more. Rumors that succumbing would result in overall stimulation, flushed cheeks, heightened awareness, tingling in the tummy.

Sometimes the devil offered chocolate or cinnamon, to spice things up. There were hints that whipped cream might be available in the future.

It became harder and harder to resist. Because – chocolate and whipped cream? Tingling?

Yes, I fell for the devil, and I fell hard.

I used to be a “black coffee, no cream, no sugar” kind of gal. At home, I would only use a percolator. No Mr. Coffee for me – I like my brew strong! But, I developed ulcerative colitis, and coffee became a thing of the past.

Then, the Powers That Be installed a Keurig coffee maker in our office kitchen.

Now, every day I would enter the kitchen door and be confronted by that Keurig machine, with its multitude of individually portioned drinks in every flavor imaginable. Every day, I would be accosted by people walking around with heavenly scented cups of coffee, tea, and other hot beverages.

I started with just one (I swear) cup of plain Folgers coffee. After such abstinence, it tasted soooo good. Having been on my Remicade therapy for more than a year, I found I could drink a cup of coffee occasionally with no deleterious effect. The “occasional” cup became a daily cup – sometimes even two cups a day. Still plain, no cream, no sugar – but had I been paying attention, I might have noticed the seducer’s ploy.

Seducers are patient – time is their friend. Addictions develop slowly.

One day, as I was filling the water reservoir in the Keurig machine, I glanced over and started perusing the various flavors of coffee, tea, etc. available. It was cold outside. I had been running late and snarfed down my half bagel with cream cheese. There, right on the shelf, were Dunkin Donuts Original Blend and Cinnabon Classic Cinnamon Roll K-cups. Donuts? Cinnamon roll? I’m so in! During the day, I had one of each.

The next day, I noticed the Kahlua coffee. Ok, so maybe it doesn’t really have kahlua in it, but we can all pretend, can’t we? Especially after a whole morning and half an afternoon of dealing with ever more demanding clients? Can we also order the Timothy’s Irish Cream K-cups? Please?

From there, it was a predictably slippery slope.

While I never (well, almost never) found myself adding cream or sugar, each day I would treat myself to one or two cups of Keurig coffee. I experimented with different flavors – Green Mountain Wild Blueberry, Green Mountain Pumpkin Spice, Dunkin Donuts Chocolate Glazed Donut. The variety seemed endless.

I occasionally offset the soft addiction with somewhat healthier choices – Celestial Seasonings Mandarin Orange Spice tea or Green Mountain Hot Apple Cider. But the devil continued to entice.

The seduction was not just a one-night stand. It became an obsession.

Are the sleepless nights worth it? Will the affair eventually become boring and simply end? I don’t know, nor do I care. For the time being, I’m simply enjoying the excitement brought into an otherwise routine existence.

Like many before me, I will continue to enjoy the depravity. Like many before me, I may simply walk on the dark side until God Himself calls me home.

My final words may well be,

“Just one more cup, ok?”

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Posted in Humor, Photography, Relationships, That's Life | Tagged addiction, caffeine, coffee, Cordelia's Mom, Keurig, obsession, seduction | 6 Comments

Getting By, Still

Posted on October 17, 2025 by cordeliasmom2012

It was the best pizza ever!

Well, not really – but because it had been many months since we ordered any kind of takeout, I especially enjoyed the pizza that hubby treated me to yesterday. We really can’t afford it, but damn it made my day.

I bet I enjoyed that pizza more than all those oligarchs enjoyed their recent McCavier dinner at the White House.

Such a simple thing to bring so much joy into the life of this struggling senior citizen.

An additional high note was that this week I was able to pay all the monthly bills (even the newly increased mortgage payment) and had over $100 left! Of course, that was only because the weather has been mild, requiring neither heating nor air conditioning. Next month, the utility bills will increase due to colder weather and while I may be able to avoid dipping into savings, there’s unlikely to be anything left over.

[Deep breath]

Anyway.

We’re managing, just. I did have to cancel a CT scan my doctor ordered because I couldn’t afford the out-of-pocket expense, but I’m ok with that since it was merely to rule out potential problems that probably don’t exist anyway. If I die soon as a result of not having that CT, I’ll be sure to let you all know.

Next week, we’ll have the dubious joy of meeting with our insurance broker to choose next year’s Medicare Advantage plan. As far as I can tell, there are only 3 insurance companies that include my doctors and hospitals in their networks, one of which recently priced themselves right out of my budget (and unfortunately it’s the one I currently use).

But at least I can look forward to getting out of the house and speaking with someone other than my spouse and my dog. That’s good, right?

And speaking of get-togethers (I was, wasn’t I? Hard to remember these days.), I’m happy to report that my entire family has agreed to a no-gifts Christmas this year. In fact, a couple of the kids expressed relief to be able to avoid the stress of picking out, and paying for, gifts that no one really needs anyhow. It will be much nicer to enjoy our family holiday without having to rush through dinner just to open gifts.

(but I do love gifts, both giving and receiving – we just can’t afford it any more)

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On another note –

I’ve recently noticed an uptick in my reader views (yes, I do occasionally still pay attention to those stats!).

Thank you to all those new (?) readers. I hope you’re finding my posts entertaining and maybe even uplifting. If you’re really, really enjoying my writing efforts, you can hire me (see the tab at the top of this page), or if you’re feeling generous and have the funds, I’ll gladly accept monetary gifts (just email me at cordeliasmom2012@yahoo.com to discuss).

I’m ever the optimist.

Happy Friday, all.

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Posted in That's Life | Tagged budgets, finances, making ends meet, Medicare, senior citizens, Social Security | 11 Comments

Sinking Slowly

Posted on October 2, 2025 by cordeliasmom2012

Not dead in the water yet, but definitely floundering.

Expenses keep rising, but income doesn’t. These days, that’s true for many of us.

I was so happy when at the end of most months, I had about $120 left over from my Social Security check. I prided myself on my exceptional budgeting skills. In fact, in months when the weather was mild and the utility bills low, I was actually able to put some money into the savings account!

But then the real estate taxes went up, the homeowners insurance increased (because the value of the house increased – that should be a good thing, right?), and therefore my mortgage payment rose by $135 a month.

And of course, the cost of the Medicare Advantage plans is increasing for 2026, meaning my premium will rise by about $60 a month while most of the benefits are being trimmed and the yearly out-of-pocket cost will be raised by about $3,000.

I’m imagining that the manufacturer of my Remicade will find a way to increase those prices, too, considering the tariffs that are being imposed on medicines. And, of course, I will have to pay 20% of that additional cost on top of the $360 amonth that I’m already paying for Remicade.

All those additional costs will have to come out of the rapidly dwindling savings account.

So, I started looking for any kind of programs that would help with the monthly expenses. And found nothing, because, hey, who really gives a damn about struggling senior citizens?

I did get a little excited when I researched the town website and learned that my household would qualify for a low- or no-cost home improvement loan to pay for the new back roof. Which loan could be deferred until such time as the house is sold. I figured it would be an awesome way to keep that $10,000 in the savings account so it could be used towards all those aforementioned medical expenses.

The very nice lady in the town department which handles the program confirmed our ability to qualify and confirmed that any funds awarded could be used for a roof. Woo-hoo!

But then she relayed the bad news – there is a 2-1/2 year waiting list and there are a couple of hundred people ahead of us on that list.

We can’t wait 2-1/2 years for the roof. Goodbye to a good chunk of our minimal savings.

I did get us added to the home improvement loan waiting list because I’m sure something house-related will need repair in the next 3 years – and at least we’ll be a little closer to the top of that list.

Sigh.

Hubby and I will get by as usual, somehow. My biggest regret is that I am unable to help out those family members who have recently lost jobs and are struggling, too. (And truth be told, I’m just selfish enough to regret that those family members can’t help me, either.)

Kinda sucky in the USA these days, isn’t it?

But at least I’m not a government employee being told I have to keep working without a paycheck. Or a government employee who’s been furloughed and may be fired. Nor am I among the recently unemployed-through-no-fault-of-their-own who are all competing with each other for the few jobs available, none of which are likely to be in their chosen career fields.

Could be worse, right?

Let’s just hope it doesn’t actually get worse.

Hang in there, everyone.

And if anyone is doing better than the rest of us and wants to contribute to my sinking finances, you can contact me at cordeliasmom2012@yahoo.com. I’ll take whatever help I can get.

Hugs, all.

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